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court and fights...
Tomorrow, Bill and I go to court, head to head in a battle for rights to our kids. though anyone reading this knows I have every right to them being that I raised them and he has no right to them being that he doesn't even know them but I have to go before a judge and prove to him that I am fit to have and care for my babies. I almost lost mark today, I lost my cool and took alot of frustration out on him. I feel terrible for it but he comes at me for things that seem of minimal importance to me. Even though they are of extreme concern to him. I am just not used to having some one worry about me. He continues to be good to me to the extreme, and tonight axpressed love for my boys. He is really, REALLY good with them. If he can get his alcoholurge under control he will be and excellent role model to them, he is more ready for father hood than he thinks. The drinking I believe is stemming from stress over me, and he has said as much, again I feel terrible for it, but at this point I... (more)

The Mawyers
Driving Fast!
As a surprise to Josh and Dad, Little Woody had arranged for the three of them and a friend from Phoenix who was coming to Vegas for the weekend to do the Richard Petty driving school experience which was driving 8 laps around the Las Vegas Motor speedway in a real race car following a pace car. So, Friday the 22nd was the big day. Daddy was so nervous and excited at the same time! His average top speed was 134 MPH and he says he beat Little Woody (his was 133 MPH). Here are some pictures from that experience...



Aria
Recommended
Listening:
Ultra Naté -
"Alchemy:
G.S.T.
Reloaded"
Ultra Naté rebounds nicely with this excellent 2-Disc companion piece to 2007's outstanding, Grime, Silk & Thunder. As the title suggests – specifically the "G.S.T. Reloaded" subtitle – 'Alchemy contains choice remixes of material taken from the aforementioned 'Grime. Some – like "Give it All You Got featuring Chris Willis (Bimbo Jones Mix)" and "Automatic (Tikaro, J. Louis and Ferran Remix 1.0)" – are concurrently available on digital singles, whereas others – "Love's the Only Drug (Morgan Page Mix)"; "Star (It's Showtime) (Funky Junction and SplashFunk Extended Mix)" and "Falling (Mark & Shark Mix)" – are newly available. In addition to the newer ones just mentioned, fresh remixes of "Lethal Shot", "Twisted" and "Scandal are included (remixed by Josh Peace, Lost Daze's Frank DeMaria and Anthony Saputo and Zoned Out for Peace Bisquit, respectively). And Ultra's brilliant electro-house collaboration with StoneBridge – "Freak On" – is present in its full club-length form.... (more)

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woohoo :D 100 subscribers on youtube... LOL after like what. 4-5 months. Anyway Im happy that I can share music with anyone :D TODAY WAS MENTAL DAY AS PART OF EMPH WEEK :D AND WE DID MORNING TALKS. AND MELISSA MADE HER VERY OWN 'MARIO HUMAN SIZED KART' LOL IT WAS ADORABLE. AND JENNIFER + VICKY + STEPH + CARMEN + EVERYONE WERE VERY PRO-ACTIVE WITH THEIR FACE PAINTS AND AMAZING DRAWINGS AND TOFFEES AND EVERYONE WHO BAKED - top job (Y) Everyone should be mega proud of themselves :D Also for those who are prematurely excited about the badge-making machine - NEVER FEAR THE MACHINE HAS BEEN ORDERED AND SHOULD BE IN AT THE VERY LATEST - NEXT WEEK.

andheisadiva said
letih tapi sayang
Susah sebenarnya mahu bicara soal hati ini, tapi sumpah aku kini dalam fasa letih malah hampir mual dan mungkin sahaja mengalah dan mengundur diri dengan situasi yang berlaku mungkin sahaja aku noktahkan sahaja segalanya di sini, tapi Sayang, pendeknya LETIH TAPI SAYANG! Bukan mudah, malah tidak semuanya pahit bukan semuanya buruk banyak dan penuh juga yang indah-indah malah terlalu berharga telah dilalui, itulah yang selalu menjadi alasan setiap kali aku mengambil keputusan menutup kisah itu. Namun setiap kali nekad mahu menoktahkannya, timbul rasa Sayang yang amat sangat, dan aku sedar aku tidak mahu kehilangannya, mana mungkin kisah bersama itu adalah antara anugerah tuhan yang paling indah pernah aku miliki. Saling berbangga dan menyanjungi, itulah keindahannya. Mungkin, ada yang tidak mengerti, aku sendiri tidak menuntut pengertian cuma catatan ini sebagai terapi dan pengubat gundah rasa hati, entah setiap kali dilema itu menyapa aku mula mual, letih apatah lagi di kala usia... (more)